How I wished that I am at home now under my comforter and rest.
but NO, I'm stuck at work because nobody could cover my ass.
Energy draining due to medication and I can't perform well.
Dealing with children crying, laughing, shouting.
I can't stand it anymore.
I need my rest. It seems that nobody understands.
What if I black out?
Who do they call?
I'm at my workplace Alone.
Who would rescue me?
This is one of the reason why I hate working front line. One man down, nobody could cover your ass when you are really in need of the MC. Hopefully I could find a new job soon. I just can't stand working alone.
I'm so sorry that I did not update my blog for a very very long time...
I meant to rant about something...
But I just do not have the heart to do it...
But it had been past 2 months...
I need to put this behind me once and for all...
Have you guys ever experienced a near death? well I did. Two months ago...
So this is what happened (a brief one)...
On the 22nd March 2015, Iffah, Anaqi and I decided to go to Johor Baharu to hang out. They picked me up after work and straight we went to Tuas Checkpoint. After we crossed the border, we decided to top up petrol at the nearest petrol station and then we headed to Iffah's house. It was a very smooth and carefree ride from the Petrol station. We were talking, laughing, singing, the usual stuff would a normal people do in a car. BANG!. The car start spinning. Everyone was quiet and everything went into slow motion. BANG!. The first hit was on my side of the car. When Iffah thought that it was safe to drive off, the car spun again. BANG!. the second hit was in front of the car. Black smoke were all I can see. Then, "FIRE! GET THE FUCK OUT!", Iffah screamed. In a split seconds, we unbuckled the seat belt and try to open the door. I AM STUCK!. My door could not opened. The door had been jammed due to the first hit. I had to dived out from the driver seat. We managed to get some of our valuables out before the car was engulfed in flames. The things that we did not manage to pull out was our passport, my phone, my spectacles and more.
Since our passport was burnt in the car, we could not go back home that day. we have to wait for the Police and fire report before we could go to Consulate - General of the Republic of Singapore in Johor to have the temporary passport made and we have to replace it immediately.
So, whats is the aftermath?
Life goes on as per normal. I feel really lucky and blessed that I am still alive today. If it had written that if I am suppose to die on that day, I would not lived for another day. Having to go to work was a distraction for my anxiety. It is hard but I am coping well. :)
Toodles!
Song stuck in my head: Night Changes - One Direction
It is not that I wanted not to post anything up. It just I can't came up any idea or as topic to rant about.
I was pretty lost after graduation. I did not know what I want to do in my life. I have been procrastinating for soo long that I lost my purpose of life and going back to the real world hits me so hard.
So what I have been doing for this past 8 Months?
During May 2014, I had my graduation with my fellow classmates. It was pretty emotional as we were all going on our own path. To be frank, I wasn't that close with my classmates. Yes, we were friends and all but not more than that. The most difficult to let go was my Photo IG members where most of us bonded through out the year and makes graduating sucks. I'm not willing to let it go.
But eventually I learned that the current committee member could managed the IG. SO I let them be. So nice to see the IG keep growing and growing.
End of May 2014, I have been offered to cover the BIGGEST event that held in Singapore which is MUSIC MATTERS LIVE 2014. The experience covering such a big scale of a event has taken me by surprise. I discover many cool bands like ORAL CIGARETTES, SUB:SHERMAN, TAKE TWO, THE PINHOLES, BUNKFACE, KYOTO PROTOCOL and more. The best part was my friend, Sean, drummer from ORANGECOVE was playing too. But I didn't get to cover his performance :(.
Nothing much happened in June and July.
Then, come August. It was Ignite Music Festival. Mostly I was alone due to most of my friends either they can't make it or they are covering the event. I do had fun. Spot some cute guys, bought a new pair of Macbeth and all. teheee..
Not much happened in September either. I do went for a short Kuala Lumpur trip with my family as EVERYONE in my mom side needs a break from the fast-paced country. ANNNNDD my Samsung S4 decides to kill itself. Finding a replacement phone was such an hassle. I know that the iPhone 6 was release about the same time my phone is decides to not function, But I don't really like the 1st shipments or the 1st batch. Soo I decided to get a iPhone 5C due to the practicality of the phone. :)
October 2014, Went to Alive Museum with Iffa, Iffah and Naqi. It pretty fun exhibition where it trick your mind :)
SO when November come, I got a job offer and I took it.
I have been working this job for more than a month and I am quite happy. The only bummer is that I have to work both weekend. But its okay! My Monday and Tuesday will the best weekday I ever had :)
Yup, that is all I did for all 8 months. I did not want to make any empty promises. But I will say that I will post as and when I feel like it :)
I know that I have not been posting anything for the past 3 months. I AM SOO SORRYYY T-T.
I have been doing nothing after my exam was over. Most of the days, I will be at home doing nothing. there there a some highlights that I missed to post so here are the timelime on what happened within this 2 months.
15th February 2014 - Final Year Project presentation
20th February 2014 - END OF SCHOOL... weee
3rd March 2014 - END OF EXAM and DBIO maths cohort chalet
5th March 2014 - It's My Birthdayyy!!!!! SPEND the day with Iffah, Anil and Mursyid @ the Adventure Cove
8th March 2014 - Jammers Arena UPRISINGVI with Iffah. The Summer State oh so cool :)
13th March 2014 - Replug Present: Night with Farhan Shah. with Iffah, Mursyid and Humaira.
22nd March 2014 - Cousin Engagement (Basyir and Ezann)
29th and 30th March 2014 - Esplanade Presents: Come out and Play (The Summer State and An Honest Mistake) with Iffah.
So there you go the highlights from February to March :)
Song stuck in my head: Lets the Flame Begins - Paramore
Happy 2014 :). I have been wanting to do up this post on 1st Jan itself. BUUUTTTTTT.... I have been procrastinating... *shame on me*.
2013 was a breeze due to my internship. not much happened. so here are the timeline what happened in 2013:
January 2013: Preparation (resume, interviews, etc) for next semester which is Internship, and i start this blog as a medium for my anxiety :D
February 2013: Been chosen to be a part of the Managing committee (it was unexpected)
March 2013: IG Retreat with my IG mates, My 22nd birthday celebration @ SAFRA yishun bowling with Alfian, Tiny, Iffah and Naqi
April 2013: Start of my Internship at Singapore Science Centre. Making new friends along the way
May - June 2013: Birthday Surprise @ Pizza Hut for iffah, PHOTO IG CAMP
July 2013: Fasting month, Birthday celebration for Tiny
August 2013: eid mubarak, Last day for Internship, Eid outing with Photo Ig peeps, IGNITE!, Yane & Yum wedding (photo yet to be shared)
September - October 2013: Fadhillah Engagement (photo yet to be shared), ISLP Chiang Rai Trip with Photo Ig peeps (photo have yet to be shared),starting of Final Year Projects and start the new semester.
November 2013 - December 2013: Photo IG CAMP 2, capturing Christmas light and sleepover at iffah house, watch Hunger games and Hobbits with iffah.
For 2014, I am looking forward to graduate from Republic Poly *cross fingers* and most probably start living in the real world which is Working.
That's all folks. Happy New year to all of youuu :D
Song stuck in my head: Anaria - I See Fire (Ed Sheeran Cover)
